I haven’t been feeling too well so I asked my friend Cynthia to contribute something to the blog. I thought it might be a bit more interesting than my usual rants. She didn’t disappoint.

“Having grown up here in California in the gold country, stories of cowboys and Indians, gold minors and woman of the west have always been intriguing to me. Local history seems to still be alive here. I can smell it in the air, hear it in the roaring waters of the once gold filled rivers. History so rich I can almost taste it. Just walk down the streets in towns such as Virginia City, Bodie, Nevada City or even Grass Valley. It makes a person wonder, or at least me, what took place here on these streets back in the days of gun fighters and madams. If you let your imagination run wild, you can hear the horse hooves heading towards the nearest saloon, the piano music coming from inside, gun fire in the streets either from celebration or a dispute. You can see the history in the architecture here. History is all around you but, what’s the real story?

I love to read but, history books aren’t really a favorite of mine. I have to admit, I like excitement and a good love story. I need to be hooked from the beginning in order to stick around for the end. I don’t have a lot of free time for such luxuries as reading but, when I do, I not only want to be entertained but enlightened. There are a lot of history books out there. A lot of dusty boring ones. I think they’re all in my son’s eighth grade history class. Oh, the stories have the facts. It’s just that the attention span of a 14 year old boy needs a lot more than facts and my prodding to get through one. Now I don’t know if author Chris Enss books can hold the attention span of a 14 year old boy, the only thing to hold my son’s is extreme snowboarding but, they certainly hold mine. The content is exciting and comes alive on the page for me. Maybe it’s because I’ve sat next to her in a dusty library and touched things such as a letter written by Annie Oakley to George Custer. Maybe it’s actually knowing I’m standing right on the spot where an outlaw was shot by a relentless sheriff bent on justice. But Chris Enss style or writing brings the old west alive for me.

I also appreciate the time and effort she puts into her research. I’m amazed she has the time, given her own personal struggles and pursuit for justice. But, I’ve seen her sit for hours digging through those dusty history books. Talking to family members and looking through personal belongings of a real western hero, looking for the story behind the story. She’s called me from familiar sounding places where I’ve watched scenes play out in western movies, digging up facts that might have been overlooked. Stepping inside the cold cell where a prison inmate on death row spent his last days. I’ve walked through overgrown graveyards with her, looking for the tombstone of an almost forgotten settler or gold miner. I’ve seen her tear up over a cross marking the spot of six unnamed babies and heard the excitement in her voice when she called to tell me that she was given the change to hold the pistols that once belonged to Bat Masterson and Bill Tilghman. I’ve seen her walk the dusty streets of a ghost town, dressed in period costume. She not only looks the part but, the old west is in her heart. You can see it in her face. Hear it in her voice as she captivates the group of history fans that have shown up for her book signing. Sitting in rundown airports, driving long distances with a GPS devise and a CD of old time radio shows. Doing the hard work for me so that I can sit and read about real places and people of the old west. Bringing them alive for me. Making history interesting and colorful. I hope there are always books out there that will allow the love of knowledge and the old west to live on in the hearts and minds of our next generation. History rich with lessons to teach us about truth, justice and love.”

I did a radio interview yesterday with a gentlemen who dislikes westerns. It was an uncomfortable 15 to 20 minutes defending the genre, Dodge City, and the wisdom to write about such a well-known story as Dora Hand’s. It was awkward, but I guess it comes with the territory. The last few days I’ve been quite irritated with the officials at the prison where my brother is housed. He was beaten a few years ago and has no teeth. I’ve been trying to do something about it, but to no avail. I have had conversations with the officials and offer to pay for the teeth, but they simply laugh at me. They don’t see that they are doing anything wrong and that they are treating my family like criminals. It’s evil. I guess that comes with the territory too. It would be wonderful, bliss actually, if I never had to think about my brother’s situation again. Getting passed all that’s happened is next to impossible when he has health issues. He’s been beaten and raped and his tremors get worse each time I see him. He won’t be around much longer. Which in many respects is a blessing. I’ll be with him in a few weeks. I’ll have to go through a series of security measure to see him including being locked down myself a couple of times. I was told yesterday that I refuse to see that my brother deserves this. I marvel at how easy it is for people who do not have to experience anything like going into a federal prison on a regular basis to make such a comment. Let’s just suppose he does deserve to be in prison, (and the actual facts of the case which have never been heard prove differently) how does my mother deserve to look into the face of her son who has been beaten beyond recognition? How does my father deserve to see that his son has no teeth and that his mouth is misshapen as a result of the severe beatings? The individual who noted so assuredly that my brother is getting what he deserves also quoted Scripture. Specifically, Phil: 4-8, “whatever is true, pure, and right.” Compassion is true, pure, and right. There’s no question I hold on to my anger, loathing, and contempt. The system is broken. I’m my brother’s guardian and would have it no other way, but having to see what I see on a regular basis changes a person. Make no mistake about it, after I look at my brother’s face and see those around him who are struggling in the same manner, it isn’t justice I want. It’s a reckoning. Now, on to this day in Western history. 1894-the bitter rivalry between Bud Frazer and his former deputy, Killin’ Jim Miller, boiled over in Pecos, TX. Miller got off a shot that wounded a spectator and Frazer emptied his six shooter into Killin’ Jim’s chest and walked away from the fight. But Miller survived that shooting by wearing a heavy steel plate under his coat.

One of my guilty pleasures is watching Judge Judy. I like her no-nonsense approach to dealing with people who come into her courtroom with no morals or sense of right and wrong. Many of the cases that come before her are from people that have borrowed huge sums of money from someone and refused to pay it back. They always claim the money was a gift. Sometimes the people who are in trouble owe thousands for traffic violations. They make a deal to pay the person they borrowed the money used to get them out of a jam back. They never do however and when they are in front of Judge Judy they too insist it was a gift. She tries to explain to them that the person they stiffed on the money should not be responsible for paying their traffic violations. She tries to get them to understand that what they have done is wrong. They NEVER get it. They sincerely do not think they have done anything wrong and that IT IS the other guy’s responsibility. It’s frustrating to watch, but I do because she doesn’t let such lack of shame and morals pass without punishment. Stupid should hurt and on Judge Judy’s show it does. I recently had a conversation with someone who is insensitive to a host of people’s feelings – just dead wrong about the way they are treating people. They don’t see it. And they get away with the bad they do. It’s unfortunate that Judge Judy can’t be more like Judge Roy Bean. In his court the morally bankrupt who refused to see the error of their ways were taught a lesson at the end of the rope. Sometimes lynching an evil person is necessary. In 1892, two criminals from Wyoming were taken out for their inability to see they were wrong and change their ways. Nate Champion and Nick Ray were murdered by a hundred or so minions of the Wyoming Stockmens Association at the Kaycee Ranch in Johnston County. Ray was gunned down at daybreak outside the cabin and heroically pulled to safety by Champion. Ray soon expired and Champion was put under siege inside the cabin. When the cabin was set afire Champion made a break for it and was shot 28 times. He left a detailed diary of the events up to the fire. Frontier justice?it worked!

One of the framed movie posters I have hanging in my home is for the film The Long Riders. It’s a smart western directed by a brilliant director named Walter Hill. Hill also directed several other fine westerns such as Wild Bill, Deadwood, and Broken Trail. Hill will be writing and directing Thunder Over the Prairie. I spoke with him yesterday to give him an update on the project and we spent some time talking about Elizabeth Custer. He’s interested in writing the screenplay based on the book Howard and I are writing. Walter knows westerns and it will be a pleasure to work with him. The release of the book seems so far away. I’m still writing chapter 8. I’ve have two more chapters to write after that, a bibliography, an introduction, photos to gather, and captions to write. My deadline is September 1, 2010. That seems like such a short time away. I am very grateful to be able to write for a living and I love this subject. I’m doing some part-time work for a PI firm. I’m helping to investigate a murder. I primarily go through the records doing the same kind of research I do for the books I write. One of the things I find most interesting about the case I’m working on now is how the statements from two of the principles involved are almost identical. They might be a word or two off, but they say the exact same thing in the same way. I find that odd. It seems scripted and rehearsed. I’m going to dig a little further. Something about this doesn’t seem right. More than 130 years ago at this time, Dodge City was still talking about a shooting that took place at the Long Branch Saloon. In 1879, Cockeyed Frank Loving and Levi Richardson got in a bitter fight over a woman in the saloon. When the smoke cleared Richardson lay dead on the floor and Cockeyed Frank went on to love another day. I hope to be heading back to Dodge in September. It’s one of my favorite places. Lots of open space, history galore, and some of the finest people I’ve ever met. At 8:21 a.m. my website was visited by an employee at the New Liberty Hospital District of Clay County, Missouri. I know who you are, but not sure what you want. Why don’t you come out of hiding and show yourself?

It’s unfortunate that I have to start my Monday with another conversation with the FBI about the individuals who emailed death threats to me at the beginning of the year. They have returned – hitting the site after midnight this morning from an Brigham Young University off-campus location. I’ll phone the dean of the school again today and contact the authorities. Hope the perpetrators feel their impending losses were worth it. On this day more than 128 years ago, the western public was a buzz with the news that the notorious Jesse James had been killed. Bob Ford, known as “that dirty little coward,” put a bullet in the back of James’s head. Immediately afterwards he scampered down to the telegraph office to claim the reward offered by Governor Crittenden. Ford’s fame did not have the desired outcome he’d hoped. The film The Assassination of Jesse James by Bob Ford was a gritty picture, well acted by Casey Affleck. It is one of my favorite westerns. Many of my favorite western are so because of the memorable dialogue. Tombstone, The Unforgiven, and Once Upon a Time in the West are great quotable westerns. The theme of revenge is a particular favorite of mine. That subject matter makes for some unforgettable lines. Throughout every period in history that subject matter has made for some unforgettable lines. Here are a few: “I will not leave you until I see you hanged.” Jean Baptise Paquelin Moliene, “If it will feed nothing else, it will feed my revenge.” William Shakespeare. “All the old knives that have rusted in my back, I drive in yours.” Phaedrus. “No more tears now; I will think about revenge.” Mary Queen of Scots. I’ve got a lot of work to do on the Elizabeth Custer manuscript today, but I will be thinking of Mary Queen of Scots sentiments when I speak with the authorities this morning. “No more tears now; I will think about revenge.”

At the beginning of this year I received numerous death threats via my website. Many of the emails were initiated by students at faith-based universities. I received an update on the matter from the authorities yesterday. Regardless of what is done to or said about me I know my brother isn’t guilty. It’s not blind faith either. I know what I know and I won’t change my mind. I’ve spent a great deal of time since my return from Montana reviewing what I’ve written about Elizabeth Custer. I’m checking and rechecking my facts and adding endnotes. She was a fascinating, daring woman and the more I write about her the more I admire her. I find it ironic that I would spend my days writing about women of the Old West. I’ve never been a fan of women as a whole. I don’t have many women friends. With few exceptions I find most women to be manipulative and untrustworthy. Sadly, I believe the examples set by some of the women in my own family have contributed to my thinking. Sadder still are the times I act out the very behaviors I detest in females. I’ve never known any woman personally with the grit and loyalty Elizabeth Custer possessed. I like Libbie because she meant what she said and stood by her convictions. I hope some of those qualities influence my life. Maybe by the end of writing the book I’ll be a better woman.

I drove to historic Woodland, CA. on Saturday to give a presentation to the Friends of the Library organization. March is Women’s History Month and it was a great pleasure to share stories about some of the inspiring ladies of the Old West. The unfortunate part of the event was the news the prestigious library where the presentation took place is in danger of being closed. The economic climate isn’t good and because of that many public libraries share the same potential fate. A sad fate. It’s the one place in any county where you are given the chance to borrow wisdom, history, mysteries, human interest tales, with simply the promise to bring the book back when you’re done. Flann O’Brien author of The Best of Myles once said, “Those dreadful detective stories. Another corpse in the library this evening. Really, you know, too much of a good thing. Fourth this week. No doubt trouble is shortage of libraries.” There was an article published about some of my books in True West magazine this month. I thought it might help drive more folks to the site. It hasn’t. I’ve produced two new ads for You Tube and this site. I look to launching those in early April. A good portion of what I have to do during the day is sales and I need to do better at it. I enjoy writing, but would enjoy it more if I knew the books are being read. Doesn’t seem like I’m going to be able to county on public libraries for too much longer. I’m back to work on the Libbie Custer book today. I need to go back and recheck my facts. My recent visit to Montana was important in many ways, but in particular for the specific dates of the events that happened in her life. Just want to get all my facts straight. I’ll dive back into the PI case today I was handed prior to going to the Little Big Horn. I’m anxious to get back to work on that mystery. I’d be remiss if I didn’t mention my brother Rick. I’ve promised him that his life would not be for nothing. If I might borrow a line from Shakespeare’s Henry V, “By this leek, I will most horribly revenge.” On this day in western history in 1887, cattle rustler and murderer Mannen Clements, was killed in a gunfight in the Senate Saloon in Ballinger, TX by city Marshall Joe Townsend. Mannen was John Wesley Hardin’s brother-in-law. With Hardin in your family you could just bet someone was going to be guned down.

Nothing could have prepared me for the treasure trove of material I had the privilege of being able to review at the museum at Garryowen near the Little Big Horn in Montana. The main office was rich with never before seen letters, photos, journals between George and Elizabeth Custer. Elizabeth Custer never got rid of anything and she was a writing fiend. It was quite a thrill to hold the actual journals she wrote in 1877. Some of the material will be used in the book Howard Kazanjian and I are writing about Libbie’s life. I’m very excited about the opportunity. Last year I got to hold Dodge City lawman Bill Tilghman’s gun and this year I’m paging through the diary of the woman many historians call the First Lady of the West. The director of the museum was incredibly kind and a former law enforcement officer. At some point we started talking about false arrests for a variety of crimes and I mentioned having personal experience with such things. I started missing my brother Rick again. I was suddenly aware of how I had no right to be excited about the historical find when he’s dying in a Federal prison. It’s my fault he’s there and nothing I ever do will make up for it. I wish everyday I’d hired a better lawyer. I hope I can help others in the same situation. According to the National District Attorney’s Association there is a conviction rate of over 95% in the cases of this type, and a dismissal rate lower than for most other crimes. Also, in this area there is a much higher rate of plea-bargains. There are lots of reasons this situation occurs. Some of it is the fault of the accused, and much of which is the fault of the legal advice they receive, and the hidden agendas of people in the system. Many accused people fall victim to the “Now is not the time syndrome” which so permeates the practice of law on this kind of case as to be an epidemic. There is an abundance of do nothing lawyers who ask huge fees before the case is tried and lost or worse yet, large fees charged and no work done on the case and at the last minute the client is brow beaten to take a plea bargain. That type of lawyer never makes any real efforts to have the case dismissed early. There is also the fact that 90% of the lawyers who advertise as criminal defense lawyers will never take a case to a successful trial conclusion in their entire careers. Their success is in badgering their clients to accept plea bargains even when totally innocent. The attorney representing my brother did just that. My PI work has taken a backseat the last couple days. I’ll get back to the case soon. On this very day in 1882, there was a bloody shootout at Chandler’s Milk Farm near Gleeson, Arizona. A posse led by Cochise County Deputy Sheriff Billy Breakenridge killed outlaw and cattle rustler, Billy Grounds. Grounds partner Zwing Hunt was shot up and captured. One of the possemen was killed, two others were wounded.

What kind of sadness would drive someone to shoot themselves in the head? I understand deep despair, but shooting yourself in the head?. The resolve it takes to go through with that act is extraordinary. Maybe that’s why I lean towards the death of the comedy writer I’m helping to investigate as murder. I will receive ALL of her unpublished work, journals, etc. later this week. I’m off to Montana tomorrow to the Little Big Horn. I’m looking forward to the trip and the information I can glean about Elizabeth Custer. On this day in 1882 -Wyatt Earp and friends gunned down Florentino Cruz at Pete Spence’s wood lot outside tombstone. Cruz was innocent of any participation in the attacks on the Earp family. Pete Spence and Indian Charlie were the men that the Earp posse were looking for, but they weren’t at the wood lot. The Earp Posse just killed Florentino because he was handy.