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Tilghman: The Legendary Lawman and The Woman Who Inspired Him (Two Dot, 2024) is the story of the intertwined history of Bill Tilghman’s career and his wife, Zoe’s, life after his tragic death. The narrative of the story switches back and forth between the events of Bill Tilghman’s law enforcement career and Zoe’s life after his passing as she seeks to raise their children and write a biography of her legendary lawman’s life.

Major events of Tilghman’s epic life as a lawman are retold by Zoe in a way that meshes with the life she is living as his widow. The book is a compelling read that captures the struggle and beauty of life and death in the west in this biography within a biography. Authors Howard Kazanjian and Chris Enss bring the story of a wife’s love to life as she seeks to honor her late husband’s legacy amidst the struggle of her own life. The attention to detail and use of primary sources garners an authenticity to the writing and brings the story of the Tilghmans’ to life on the page.

The storytelling propelled me through this rich and interesting story of the history of the Tilghmans. The writing style of Howard Kazanjian and Chris Enss is a smooth narrative that gives the reader a satisfying deep dive into the details without feeling like a clunky, laborious read. The book is engaging and is unique in its presentation of a story within a story.

Rating: 5 Nuggets out of 5.

“Chris Enss superbly documents George “Machine Gun” Kelly and his wife Kathryn Thorne in his book Meet the Kellys. I appreciate Enss utilizing ephemeral documents, such as newspaper clippings and first-person interviews in addition to court recordings. Enss dedicated research culminates in a fast-paced read, true crime read. I appreciate Enss’s narrative structure: 1) Meet the Kellys; 2) Learn about the Kellys’s bootleg and bank robber years; 3) See how the Kellys evolved from low criminals to kidnappers; 4) Read the correspondence letters; 5) Observe court room proceedings; 6) Capture the Kellys 7) What happened next. This structure feels like a crime podcast–in the best of ways. Place this on your TBR list for May27, 2025.”  NetGalley Reviews

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The Sharpshooter and the Showman:

May Lillie, Pawnee Bill and their Wild West Show

May Lillie and Pawnee Bill, along with their Wild West troupe, made their way from Baltimore, Maryland, south to Atlanta, Georgia, traveling north again to Michigan, New York, and into Canada. Gordon routinely sent letters to the editor at the Wichita Star that included clippings from the many locations the Wild West show played. The editor would then make mention of Gordon’s correspondence and let readers know how the Lillies were doing and how large the crowds were that the program attracted. “Audiences from Montgomery to Montreal all agree that the Lillie’s shows are worth going a long way to see,” the August 27, 1890, edition of the Wichita Star noted.

Numerous fans of Pawnee Bill attended the program to see the frontiersman they had read about in Dime Novels. May Lillie had many followers as well. The press frequently reported on her appearances in and out of the performance arena and she was highly sought after as a result. While in Ohio with the show during the 1890 tour, May was honored by a civic organization in Cleveland.

The award presented to her was a gold-mounted whip. She and Pawnee Bill were also invited to attend a formal ball which was help to further celebrate her equestrian accomplishments. When she learned a prize would be given for the “handsomest costume” at the gala, she was determined to win. Adorned in an elaborate Indian dress, May arrived at the party riding her horse Hunter. She led the mustang into the ballroom where the most elite of the town’s citizenry had gathered. Her entrance caused a significant stir and most everyone found her style refreshing. May left the event with the prize for her costume and was asked to lead a procession of Cleveland’s high society ladies in an impromptu parade down main street.

May’s admirers came out in droves on October 18, 1890, to watch her perform a death-defying trick. The Lillies’ show was playing a week-long engagement in Atlanta, Georgia, and guests had been invited to meet the cast and tour the canvas-covered homes of the Indians as well as the other troupe members. Visitors had been promised a shooting exhibition by May and she didn’t disappoint. A daring spectator volunteered to help her with the stunt that involved having an apple shot off his head. The apple-shot was fairly common in Wild West shows, but finding someone who had the nerve to risk the unerring aim of the shooter could be a challenge.

All eyes were on May as she took her place twenty-five yards from the volunteer. She raised her rifle, pointed it at the apple, fired, and hit the mark. The captivated audience erupted in applause.

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May sat in the middle of her bed in her room at her parents’ home in Philadelphia, rereading the letters Gordon had sent her. Among the correspondence scattered about were newspaper clippings of Gordon’s work with those who were committed to the opening of Oklahoma’s unassigned lands to white settlements. One of the first letters to his wife after agreeing to lead the Boomers described the scene as he arrived in Wichita on Saturday, December 22, 1888.

“As the train pulled in, I saw the platform, the street, in fact all the open space in sight literally packed with people all ‘Hurrahing’ and waving handkerchiefs and flags in the throes the greatest excitement. As the train quieted down, I could hear the strains of a brass band playing “The Conquering Hero Comes.”

“What’s going on?” I asked a gentleman standing next to me. By this time everyone was on their feet peering from the windows of the coaches.

“Why, Pawnee Bill is on the train. He is coming here to organize and lead the Boomers into Oklahoma, he replied.

“I almost sank in my tracks. Never before had I been received in such glorious manner, and here I was, dressed in a threadbare suit, worn by a season’s work, and actual holes in the crown of my big sombrero. And I to be the center of this enthusiastic reception.

“As I reached the platform of the coach, I was grabbed by leaders Marsh Murdock of the [Wichita] Eagle, George Dixon, Harry Hill, Joe Rich and a number of others. I was rushed to an open carriage with the brass band in the lead and with this crowd following. They escorted me to the Del Monico Hotel which was to be headquarters of the colonization company of which I was to be president and leader. That evening I sat at a formal banquet in the Del Monico and responded to speeches of welcome.”

Articles in newspapers The Wichita Star and Wichita Eagle elaborated on the scene that awaited Gordon as he stepped off the train in the Kansas town.

“Besides the fifty teamsters already to move upon the coveted country there are not less than 300 families in Wichita who have been quietly gathering here during the past month who will go into the territory,” the December 24, 1888, edition of the Wichita Star read. “Arkansas City and Caldwell will furnish as many more. Excitement is running high over what is termed a secret organization to invade the Territory, but the Boomers are defiant. Pawnee Bill says that he wants to be arrested and tried by the government and adds that if Congress will not pass the Springer Bill he will test the law in the proper court relative to the Oklahoma country being public lands.* It is thought now that 2,000 unarmed men from here will go into Oklahoma at an appointed time which is given out as January 10.

“The people have waited the progress of the Springer bill in congress and no one can be found who believes it will be passed. Major Lillie, alias Pawnee Bill, is known all over the west as a great scout and Indian guide and his name as the leader of the invaders is bringing in many additional men who want to join their fortunes with the colonists. When asked how many Boomers would go into the country he said that he could muster 10,000.”

May had no doubt her husband would allow himself to be arrested if the Springer bill didn’t pass. He was compelled to lead the Boomers into the Territory without a proclamation issued from the government, but she hoped it wouldn’t come to that.

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Newlyweds May Manning and Gordon Lillie watched the countryside pass by from a window of the passenger car onboard their Kansas bound train. A brilliant sun shined down on the open landscape. The gentle undulating plains were broken occasionally by valleys and hills. Those hills rolled like a casually laid quilt, rising, and falling in soft waves. May was mesmerized by the grand scenery. Gordon, who had seen the view often and like others who witnessed it routinely took it for granted, admired the terrain as though seeing it for the first time. May’s enthusiasm was infectious.

The Lillies married at the Siloam Methodist Church of Philadelphia on August 31, 1886. May’s parents had made all the arrangements including selecting the location for the wedding. She had been christened in the Siloam Church and her mother and father believed it was the appropriate setting. Many guests attended the nuptials and showered the couple with sincere best wishes. Gordon considered marrying May a remarkable “turning point” in his life.

An hour after the pair exchanged vows, they were off to Gordon’s ranch near Wellington, Kansas. “I was now Pawnee Bill’s wife,” May explained to reporters in 1936, “and in the words of Ruth, ‘Whither thou goest, I will go,’ was my motto.” Seventeen-year-old May was both excited and nervous about leaving home. She shared her trepidation with her husband. Gordon wanted to do all he could to put her mind at ease.

“May had misgivings about the West,” he recalled in his memoirs. “She was going into a new country where there were none of the society and conveniences of Philadelphia and I didn’t want her to be disappointed. When the train reached Wichita, I telegraphed some friends that I would reach Wellington that evening and I wanted them to make our arrival as exciting as possible.

“Fifty or sixty gentlemen and ladies turned out with a band to receive us and gave us a serenade. When we got off the train, May looked around and said, ‘Where’s the carriage?’ A spring wagon rattled around the corner of the depot and I said, ‘That’s it.’ We all got into the wagon and drove to South Wellington to the home of my sister, Effie, who gave us a fine reception.”

Local newspapers featured articles about the newly wedded couple expressing their good wishes and welcoming May to the area. “Gordon Lilly [sic], called ‘Pawnee Bill’, by his acquaintances of this city, arrived yesterday with his bride,” read an article in the September 7, 1886, edition of the Wellington Sunday Press. “He has received an appointment in the territory and after taking in the fair will repair to his destination.”

The September 7, 1886, edition of the Daily Postal Card also reported on the happy occasion. “Gordon Lilly, [sic] ‘Pawnee Bill,’ formerly of Wellington and well known in the city, a noted Indian interpreter, but lately of Buffalo Bill’s Wild West company, arrived in the city yesterday from Philadelphia, accompanied by his bride, of a few days, a charming lady whose maiden name was Mary E. Manning. She is a cousin of Secretary Manning, and her father is a practicing physician in the Quaker City.

“Mr. Lilly and wife proceeded yesterday to the home of the former thirteen miles southeast of the city. Gordon has received a government appointment and will be stationed in the Indian territory. He will hence soon tie himself with his wife to that country of which he is so familiar.”

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In July 1885, May and her other sister, Elmira Bronde and her newborn baby, were spending the day together, no doubt discussing the future, when they decided to attend Buffalo Bill Cody’s Wild West Show in Philadelphia. More than nine thousand people had the same idea and flowed to the Gentleman’s Driving Park to watch the performance. The experience proved to be an enlightening one for May. She went to Cody’s program for a glimpse at the people and animals that could only routinely be seen west of the Mississippi, and it was then she found her life’s calling.

May and her sister sat in the stands along with a hundred Indian children from the Lincoln Institute Orphanage in the heart of Philadelphia. Before the show began the boys and girls sat quietly, eating ginger cakes and other treats. When the program opened, and Indian braves galloped by whooping and brandishing their arms, the children’s eyes were wide with amazement. May and Elmira were equally enthralled. The trick riding and roping acts, the sharpshooters, dancers, and musicians told a story of how dreams could flourish when you marry passion with talent.

Among the entertainers working in the arena with the other acts was twenty-five-year-old horseback rider and trick shooter Pawnee Bill. He’d caught a glimpse of May prior to the start of the show. He was waiting in front of the main tent with the other cast members when he noticed the diminutive teenager with pigtails and a charming smile. Gordon looked unlike any man she’d ever seen. He had long hair, was dressed in buckskin britches and a fringed jacket, and wore a sombrero. He tipped his hat to her when their eyes met. She stifled a giggle as she hurried along after her sister to find their seats. Gordon later noted in his biography that he thought May was the prettiest girl he’d ever seen. May’s first thought when she saw him was, “What a funny man.”

Gordon was smitten with May the moment she caught his eye. He sent her a note letting her know that he’d like to meet her after the show. “It was love at first sight,” he later wrote in his memoirs, “and I knew that she was the girl for me.”

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William Shakespeare once wrote, “I would not wish any companion in the world but you.” When writing about the lives of frontiersman, entrepreneur, and performer Major Gordon Lillie, better known as Pawnee Bill, and his courageous, sharpshooting, equestrian wife Mary “May” Manning, it is easy to see how the Bard’s quote applied to the couple.

Married for more than fifty years, the Lillies launched a historic Wild West Show together and traveled the world. They were the subject of Dime Novels and films and, in between performing, built a magnificent home on their Oklahoma buffalo ranch. They shared the thrill of entertaining royals in foreign countries and of watching the construction of their house on Blue Hawk Peak, as well as the disappointment of being betrayed by a business partner and the heartbreaking death of their children.

When May met Gordon in the mid-1800s, becoming part of a Wild West Show wasn’t a consideration. Pawnee Bill was working with Buffalo Bill Cody’s program at that time. Wild West Shows focused on recreating scenes from the American frontier, and they were immensely popular. The cast included cowboys and Indians, trick riders and ropers, wagon trains and stagecoaches, as well as horses and buffalo. It amused and educated audiences primarily in the East, providing them with a look at what the West was like before being civilized.

Within a few years of Pawnee Bill participating in Cody’s show, he had his own on the road, and with him Mrs. Lillie was one of the riders and billed as the “World’s Champion Lady Rider and Rifle Shot.” On the road and on the billboards she was known as Miss May Lillie during her entire show career. The Pawnee Bill Show toured Europe and while over there, May gave private rifle shot exhibitions for many of the nobility. She was known throughout America for her skill with a gun and was one of the chief attractions of their show.

The Lillies were on tour with their Wild West program every season for more than twenty years. The first year of their traveling show wasn’t a financial success, but the pair managed to alter the program to include hundreds of horses, eighty plus Indians, fifty cowboys and Mexican vaqueros, trappers, hunters, scouts, and the famous Annie Oakley.

When Gordon decided to combine Lillies’ show with Buffalo Bill Cody’s, May chose to remain at the ranch and focus her attention on their growing buffalo herd. Both she and Gordon had long been aware of the fast disappearance of the great plains bison and became active conservationists in buffalo preservation on a national level.

In addition to running the ranch, May had an active church and social life and was involved with the betterment of the community, helping to build the first sanitorium in the region. She was known as a charming hostess and when Gordon’s business dealings came to an end and he was home more regularly, they frequently entertained writers, political leaders, and film stars. In the 1930s, the couple expanded their ranch to include a reproduction of an Old West town, consisting of a blacksmith shop, barns, and several other such buildings found in frontier settlements across the West. The addition attracted large crowds to their annual rodeo.

Gordon and May’s home was a continual gathering spot for many well-known people around the world. Built in 1910, the location is now a historic site and museum. Just as they had between 1911 and 1942, visitors still travel to the Lillies’ ranch to admire the grand fourteen-room structure and spend time reminiscing about the pair’s contribution to the show business industry.

Life in the Far West is the story of the Lillies’ five decades of marital endurance, how they met, the creation of the renowned Wild West Show, their devotion to one another during their trials, and their individual endeavors apart from performing. Pawnee Bill and May Lillie are among the West’s great power couples along with duos such as Annie Oakley and Frank Butler, John Fremont and Jessie Benton, and Marshal Bill Tilghman and Zoe Statton. The Lillies were devoted to their work, their home, and most importantly to one another. They were one another’s greatest adventure.

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Step into the exhilarating world of Wild West entertainment with The Sharpshooter and the Showman, a riveting new book that explores the remarkable lives of May Manning Lillie and Gordon “Pawnee Bill” Lillie. As trailblazers in the world of Wild West shows, the Lillies built a spectacle that rivaled even Buffalo Bill Cody’s legendary performances, captivating audiences across the United States and Europe.

From May’s transformation from a Philadelphia Quaker to a fearless sharpshooter to Gordon’s deep connection with the Pawnee people, their story is one of ambition, resilience, and innovation. The Sharpshooter and the Showman reveals the struggles and triumphs of their show business empire, their commitment to fair treatment of performers, and their lasting impact on Western heritage.

The era of Wild West Shows revealed America at its most enterprising. Join Pawnee Bill and May Manning Lillie as they embark on a wild, sometimes tragic, but often joyful ride together. Theirs was a love story that rose to every challenge and seized every opportunity that came their way. They made headlines in newspapers, won fans among European royalty, and captured the heart of Americans from New England to California. This is their remarkable—and true—story.

The Sharpshooter and the Showman: May Lillie, Pawnee Bill, and Their Wild West Show written by New York Times bestselling author Chris Enss who has earned numerous awards including nine Will Rogers Medallions, two Laura Downing Journalism award, and the Willa Cather Award from Women Writing the West.

“After reading The Sharpshooter and the Showman: May Lillie, Pawnee Bill, and their Wild West Show, I regret not being able to see Pawnee Bill and May Lillie leading the Wild West Show into the arena. What a great book! I was captivated by the Lillie’s story, a true partnership in every sense of the word.”
– Michael D. Williams, director of the Oklahoma Territorial Museum and Carnegie Library

“Without a shade of exaggeration, this Wild West ride of Pawnee Bill and May Lillie gave me goosebumps! I was hooked just reading the introduction.”
– Lynn Eldridge, award-winning romance author of Hearts and Mountains

“Pawnee Bill and his sharpshooting wife, May Lillie, brought the wonder of different cultures, including the Wild West, to the USA and Europe. Their long marriage was a miracle of understanding, deep love, and support that allowed them to reach their dreams and keep creating new ones. Go on the adventure with them as they overcome tragedy, and build extraordinary bonds, from their ranch in Oklahoma to European royalty. Enjoy this fun and inspired read!”
– Meredith Blevins, eight-time Magellan gold, award-winning travel writer, award-winning author of The Hummingbird Wizard

“In The Sharpshooter and the Showman, Author Chris Enss shows how May Lillie and Pawnee Bill not only recreated the Wild West but also lived it to the fullest. A powerful and enthralling dual biography written by a masterful historian and writer.”
– Preston Lewis and Harriet Kocher Lewis, award-winning authors of Pintsized Pioneers: Taming the Frontier, One Chore at a Time

The Sharpshooter and the Showman: May Lillie, Pawnee Bill, and their Wild West Show is available at local retailers, Amazon.com, Barnes & Noble.com, and from Farcountry Press at farcountrypress.com.

I’m traveling tomorrow to the Blackhawk Museum to give a presentation about women of the West and specifically about pioneer women physicians. I’m excited to share what I learned researching and writing the book The Doctor Was A Woman. I couldn’t help but notice a theme that ran through the majority of the stories I found. As far back as 1890 in the Gold Country, women patients were seeking doctors’ recommendations on how to stop the aging process. Women of a certain age were hoping to find a crème or a lotion to remove the dark circles under their eyes and reduce wrinkles on their face and neck.

The invention of the “bust improver” in 1887, with pads of assorted sizes that could be inserted into a slit in the fabric, solved any enhancement issues. The corset helped women who wanted a waist-measurement that did not exceed the number of years of her age was a problem solver as well. How to get rid of dark circles and wrinkles was still a mystery.

Some doctors suggested women slather their face with donkey milk or duck fat to eliminate crow’s feet and turkey’s neck. Women complained the prescription did nothing to eradicate the wrinkles. It did, however, attract cats. A trade off most ladies disliked immensely.

Advertisements for Pears Soap featuring the beautiful actress Lilly Langtry, promised women who used the product a “nice youthful complexion, young looking hands, a reduction in wrinkles, and happiness galore.” In the print ads, Lilly boasted about the wonderful results she had washing with Pears Soap daily and encouraged women with stubborn wrinkles to wash their face two and three times a day. Langtry was a successful, wealthy, twenty-eight-year-old and many women were annoyed that someone who obviously didn’t struggle with wrinkles at her age would be giving advice on how to halt the process or gain happiness.

I feel the same way every time I see a commercial about wrinkle cream starring a teenager. Or hear a twenty something model lecture me about avoiding meat and eating only lawn clippings and Greek yogurt. What makes advertisers think the opinion of these supermodels has more weight or importance simply because they happened to hit the pick six in the genetic lottery?

It seems our entire existence is spent yearning for what we don’t have, and we’re convinced that whatever it is we’re missing is the one thing keeping us from perfect bliss. Which the makeup manufacturers would have you believe resembles a Revlon commercial where everyone is in a thong bikini cavorting on the beach while applying rejuvenating cream on their nonexistent drying pores. I don’t think it’s possible to have baby dolphin smooth skin unless you’re a dolphin. And I personally look like a sumo wrestler in a thong.

And as for happiness… What makes people happy anyway? I’ve concluded that most people are only really happy not when something good happens to them, but when something bad doesn’t happen to them.

Happiness is not settling for less, but just not being miserable with what is. I have always lived by the creed that it’s not the approval or accolades or possessions that make you smile, but simply making the left turn even though you were the third car in the intersection.

Now, where’s that duck fat?